Three Poems
by Renee Emerson The Maidservants Ruth 2:22 Keep with the other girls. That advice like what an actual mother, not in law, would tell her daughter. The women work their own area of the harvest, herding, moving as birds sometimes move, one nebulous shadow being. Gathered, we are more noticed but less so-- harder to choose one from all the faces, legs, breasts, hips. Together, gathered, we forget the danger. Gossip about this man or that. Some grow bold, venture from the other women now and then, to be admired, to shine like a jewel, in the far ends of the fields. Farther and farther. Until one comes back, or doesn’t, taken, tattered, fawn with broken leg. Those are absorbed to our center, where they beat, beat hot, in the red-dark heart of fear that binds us, keeps us from harm. Boaz Watching Ruth in the Fields She seems to love the remnants, taking up what others have cast aside. Maybe she feels a kinship with them, herself cast aside by death, clinging to her mother-in-law, another remainder who has returned to a family who forgot her. The steady rows of the harvest sigh, hushed to the reapers working their violence. She came at dawn, when the air was still cool in its memory of the evening. She takes what they miss and discard. Hands quick as twin mice. She isn’t used to this work-- you can tell by the way she sometimes enjoys it. The repetition, the long hours under the slow eye of the sun, only occasional human voices, but more often the rustle of the plants holding fast to the earth, singing their only song-- take, take, take, take. Threshing Floor “She rose before one could recognize the other” I offer no apology as I step out into the mouth of the night which forgives me everything anyway, a true night, moon cloaked with the sodden clouds of a storm that will break hours later. Cat-eyed, I see the world in contour, your body muffled to only the almost imperceptible breathing, waves at the shore of consciousness. I have always loved this part of the night, have always felt it more personal than so many times of day. It asks nothing of me, and I rest alone in a lack of obligation, feeling separate from my body, mercifully blind to the constant periphery of own hands, own breasts, own belly. A pure mind floating without inhibitions. So when you rise too, I move past you as the hours move past us in their funereal march into the indiscriminating accusations of the sun. |
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